madilyn

{10.09.2021}

She had brown eyes and dark hair, and it resembled her energy in a way. She had walls up that she didn't want to take down, and that made her that much more interesting. She was easy to love, in the way where she tried to make it hard and it consequently drew me in. Maybe it was a trauma bond, or maybe it was a genuine connection. Could have been a twin flame, or just a karmic pattern. Whatever it was between us, there was a tie. For a short time, we were perfect, but only perfect in the way that she was an unbalanced libra sun.

She liked coffee, iced, with caramel. Cold and sweet at the same time, like her. She was hard to read, but sometimes it was easy. Her emotions were written on her face, in the dimples on her cheeks, but she never spoke about them, making you want to know more. She had life harder than I did, she worked for everything that I had handed to me.

She taught me more about myself. Before, during, and after the relationship that we had.

When we first met, I had no idea the role she would hold in my life. Meeting her allowed me to explore so much more in life and what I was capable of.